All that I know is it needed to come forth

It pressed against my chest like a deep breath begging for release.

It thwarted every attempt to do “something else”

It animated my soul like a child too eager to wait another moment. 

It wanted to be birthed, to be seen, to be filled with the breath of life.

I could no longer deny its call

I could no sooner keep it in then not take my next breath

It was Magick

It was creation

And it was here to EXPRESS itself in beautiful curious ways

Nothing else’s mattered. It was ALL that mattered in life.

It was why I was here.

It was GOD in this flesh.

It was evolution and expansion

It would never die

It always is and was and will be

The spell was broken and I awoke and there in the midst beat the yearning of my soul- pure, uncompromising, potent, ever present. 

One by one I strip away the voices of the shadowy Phantoms animated in trauma and survival and it’s RADIANCE blows my mind. 

It had been subdued in a hypnotic attempt to siphon its power. 

But no more!

Once you are free you can never again be bound. 

Once you understand you can never again ignore it.

You cannot unsee what you have seen. 

You cannot Unknow what you have come to know.

“Be still my soul and KNOW that I AM GOD!”

EXPRESS IT!